lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Its been awhile since i blogged properly, haha the last post doesnt count obviously, i was merely venting my frustrations. Haha. Anyway i got my new pair of specs todae, my sis chose it for me, and i think it looks weird on me, but yeah no choice la my mom buy le so must wear ah, 80 bucks please. i can do alot of stuff wif that kind of money. =]. Haha.
I havent been doing much deep-thinking recently, have been struggling with alot of issues, and something that gerald tan told me kinda shock me. He said i look kinda stress for the past few months. I didnt noe i look stress la. Jialat, i try to hide oso cnanot hide. Lol. No la, its juz that life's been harsher, its becoming more "real" to me each day, and im really struggling to keep myself afloat in my spiritual walk.
Someone in school told me something yesterday that really shocked me too. This classmate told me soemthing that really made me think la. Like, it started to make me ponder about what i have been doin in sch church family n all for the past months or so, how i hav demonstrated n behaved infront of them and all. And then i compare it wif how i was in the past, i guess there must hav been a change, but i dunno wad else to do. Its really complicated and i dun wan the most drastic situation to take place. Sianz la. Why life so difficult?
And then i suddenly became emo, u noe when u think abt such stuff u turn emo? Haha. So anyway i was listing all the bad traits n stuff abt me that was negative, and i came to the conclusion that i sucked! Lol. Yes, thats how u feel when ure emo, but then wad struck me next caught me by surprise. I suddenly tot abt how God loved me, and though i sucked, lol, God still lvoes me for who i am, like wadeva that i do, wadeva i am, wadeva that will happen, He still loves me and cares for me, so why shudnt i be happy? I should hold onto God as tightly as possible and NEVER think abt letting go. Weird isnt it? Lol.
I really wanna be as enthusiastic for God as possible, but circumstances and situations tend to drag me down. People out there pray for me yeah? I really wanna keep running this race for God. =].
