lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
God spoke to me today.. He spoek right through the deepest core of my heart.. He spoke with such firmness and assurance, yet at the same time, i could actually feel his tender warmth and concern inside me. He asked me to forgive someone, someone that had made me who i am, and y i had to face with all this problems i hav to deal with. He asked me to forgive Myself.
It felt strange definitely... but at the same time, i had this inclination that told me that i knew that i was angry wif myself all along. Yeah.. its weird i noe, but i just cant find the right words to fit the way i felt. Haha. I knew i always hated somebody... Like i noe that i really detest a certain someone that had screwed up my life. I tried to find substitutes as to who this person was cos i nvr ever did noe exactly or i cudnt exactly pin point this particular individual. It took me a long time, but just an instance for God to show me who that person was. It was diff i guess. Its liek how do u even forgive urself? It puzzles me but i guess onli thru God will i noe the answer. Haha. Im in a happy but sad mood today. I really dunno y. Dun ask me. Haha. Ok i think i bttr get gg! Cya all ppl... =]