lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
Im becoming emo this few days. Like i noe alot of people out there are pretty concerned and worried abt me and i thank those people. Its liek suepr wierd... i noe... to blog liek this, its liek unusual, away from the norm and stuff. But yeah i think i need some personal time and stuff. I really thank those who express their concern genuinely. Its liek really heartening and i appreciate all your efforts.
Yah for those who are qutie clueless to wad i hav juz blogged abt, im facing a really tough time now. Like all my major problems juz keep ocming at me. No fun i tell u. Its really irritating like u cna tell no one and then everything juz starts bottling up. I feel liek taking off the happy smiley face everyday, liek its tiring and stuff. I want to juz sit down n think abt my problems and come up wif solutions ppl will start saying im emo, juz becos im not smiling and stuff. Thats unfair i think to me. Yeah i really want to show a diff side of me and ppl start thinking im emo. Its really vexing.
Im like still sorting out stuff rite now, and i dun really rely on Him when i should, actually i do, but juz not totally. Haiz. I think that we should like act how we feel liek dun try to act diff, its not healthy that way but like its so hard not to in the world i am in. What will u all do if from tmr onwards i start becoming so quiet n then i do all my work in class juz keeping my mouth shut dun join anyone for recess hide in the library chiong homework n do well academically n not socially like totally ZERO interaction with the class people or anyone else for that matter? Would that make me different? Like geek? Liek retarded insane? Im tired i dun wanna hide anymore behind this facade.
Haiz. Anyway to end this entry with a much ligher note, i wanna thank terri and xiaoting for lending me their gameboys to play pokemon. Its fun and really makes me less stressed up n stuff. Thank you. =] =] =].
