lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Friday, April 14, 2006
Its good friday today and i think its a good time to do some reflections.
I went to church in the morning and then i had this sudden conviction or sort and it suddenly hit me that i was not alone, that God still loved me and all. And that He would always be there for me and He would wait for me to come back to Him, the one that i used to love so much. Sometimes i wonder whats wrong with me? Blaming myself and kept thinking that my action of accepting Jesus as personal Lord and Saviour was a route i chose to gain recognition from friends and also just a passing fad. However i heard Him telling me that this were all just lies fabricated by the devil. And at that moment i felt sad, sorry for myself and guilty that i didnt do my part well, as a servant, as a son, as a believer. I think i really let myself and God down. I have to take this huge step of faith to set my life straight again. Also, i was GREATLY encouraged by james vinay's family when i saw them appear at service. I believe everyone was shocked too. But b4 i even tok abt others i think i really should help myself. So i guess i wud havta dedicate more of my life to Him. =].
Anyway after svc i left to meet rachell and the rest at her house. I tell you her house is like a must-go! Its so nice and comfy lar. Haha. After awhile we watched da chang jin dvd and we were explaining the events that happened in da chang jin to the gals cos they havent watch the whoel thing yet. Da chang jin is a must watch its like SO nice. Haha. However my da chang jin was rudely interrupted by the rest when they wanted to watch SAW. I tell u i protested like mad but then becos of peer pressure, i relented. And i really regretted. The show is SICK! HORRIBLE! GRUESOME! DISGUSTING! PSYCHO! BLOODY! WASTE OF TIME! the show is so sick that i really regretted watching. Its like this psycho killer who wants others to cherish life becos he has cancer and cant live for long. What kind of lame person is that?!?! Then the worst part is that he pretended to be a dead person in the room and witness everything that was going on. PSYCHO! The director must be a psycho too i think. Xiang li was SO SO SO lucky that she missed the show. I think i would have nightmares soon. Anyway after that show, no one wanted to watch SAW 2 so we switched to phantom of the opera.
The show would turn out to be great if only they didnt make so much noise and all. The show was really touching and the songs were great lar. Haha. Then we had a short break. Rachell started cooking again and i think theres some serious problem with her lar. She doesnt even noe that u put the sauce over the pasta, instead she mixed teh 2 togetehr and fried them. In the end it did not turn out so well, and we were like complaining it tasted like maggi mee. Haha. But as smart intelligent, well-civillised people we didnt say that in front of her. Haha. After that rong cheng henry adn randall went to fetch hui fen and bought chocolates for the girls. We then proceeded to continue watching scary movie 3. Its super funny i think. Haha. However we had to leave soon adn then we all left the place, including rachell as she wanted to deliver sphagetti for her bf. Haha.
Ok i think thats it for 2dae. Before i end i just want to tok abt yesterday when felicia koh stomped out of the class. The girls made some remarks and felicia koh was seriously pissed. She felt that we had crossed the line and that we sorta disrespect her. We went to apologise after that but she didnt really "forgive" us. So i guess we hav to show her we can do it. But since i hav always been a gd boi, i think that wudnt b a problem for me. Ok yupz. Thats all i have to say.
