lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Im typing this entry again and again, this is already my 4th draft. I really cant find the right words to say right now. Im feeling so emo n stuff. Its sad to c friends breaking up. Why cant 2 people live together forever and live happily ever after? Why do such endings happen only in fairy tales. Its sad to c that even a perfect relationship seems so out of reach. Though im not the direct party involved, it hurts to see 2 close friends just moving away from each other. Its sad cos they used to be the ideal couple in my eyes. If all relationships cudnt last, this one cud. However, i was proven wrong by cold hard facts. It leaves me in greater doubt whether its possible that we can really find our ideal lover and stay happy together. But how long would it take before an argument breaks out later? I really wonder. Dont get me wrong im not trying to get involve in a relationship so complicated liek this. All i want right now is to be a relationship with my books and graphic calculator. But then such distractions really make me feel down. Haiz. I guess im just too emo.
Also i have this problem with my friends. Its just weird la. I mean during the 1st intake, we were like all so united and happy together, but then now we are like so split up. Maybe u all didnt but i did. I guess i moved away too fast and gave no space for bridging the gap that i had lost in this short period of time. Its like breaking with ur bf/gf and then u continue to b normal frenz after that. I dunno how i tot of this analogy, but it certainly does fit the description. It feels weird to be with my 1st intake friends, at the same time i feel awkward around. thats y i choose to tok to new frenz compared to the old frenz when we are together. Maybe we can become frenz again? I dunno. Im really confused, but i think i shall end my entry le. =].
