lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
I have so much to tell so much to blog about but i feel so down and i feel so sianz. I mean like i dont even have the drive to do anything. My life's so screwed up, and im not blaming anyone, its all my fault.
I really wish to get back spirtually with God. Its like my life is missing something without Him. But then i really dun feel liek doing so, its like something thats weighing me down and i have enough burdens to carry. My family, school, friends and all. But then God is so good to me yet i cant even placed him above all, i feel so miserable yet i dun even bother to do anything to change it. I feel so selfish but im happy about it, which totally scares me and freaks me out. Have i really become so cold blooded to this one true God that holds me so dearly? I really am confused. I feel so tied down by all the restrictions. I have to confess i went to kbox a second time, but then there really is no personal conviction. I understand what the leaders are trying to tell me about secular music and all, but i dun feel for it. I liek disagree wiith it. What should i do? Someone help me please. I totally agree with what thung liang said. Its like very selfish of me to do things my way without even considering the aftermaths of situations. I feel like i floating on a raft in the sea whereby im gonna sink really soon. So many choices and so many consequences that follow, should i stay or should i go?
