lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
I cnat seem to find that bit of courage to stand up again, or rather I dont feel like doing it. Im tired, really tired. I feel so down and that i really cant break free. I feel like im in this cage without any doors, without any form of escape. Im stuck here. Forever. I feel that i have all along been in this cage, though so much has happened. I dun think i wanna go back to RCC for awhile. Its strange that i feel this way, its even stranger that i even dare to blog abt this when people from RCC read my blog. I know some people will think that its a spiritual attack or whatsoever, but so be it. Im through. I just wanna get back to my old life ASAP. At least it will be so much easier. So very much easier. Its no one's fault. The problem lies in me. So that's it. Hopefully my old life will come back soon.