lumière de monde
Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You
So here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
And You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
And I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
matt redman
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
Its been awhile since I last blogged, thus I have decided to add an entry today. Well to start off, Im going to fail my prelims. After Samuel told me that he got A1 for emaths and amaths, Im starting to get worried. Worse still, Samuel got a B4 for Physics, I think Im really going to fail my Physics now, base on the fact that he is so much better than me in Physics. I've calculated, and I think this would be my Prelims results : English B3 Chinese A1 Emaths A1 Amaths B4 Physics E8 Chemistry B4 History/Social Studies B3 and lastly Higher Chinese C6. So my overall L1R5 would be 16. So I really don't know which JC I can get to. Most probably CJC I think. Haha. Next I think Im going to talk about my spiritual life. Well I think Im doing very badly in my spiritual life. After the spiritual attack last week, I think Im going downhill. Also, I have this constant fear about how I am going to tell my dad about this religious thing. I think my dad is the main reason why Im holding back. Every now and then, whenever he talks about temples and religious stuff, I would suddenly feel weird all over and try to go away, hopefully, he doesnt get suspicious. Also, like Jem Tay said, Im like very stagnant now, theres nothing in me to push me on in my spiritual life. I have this feeling that Im losing my fire. There is no longer that passion that I once had. I have this really bad feeling that Im going to back slide and remain like that forever. I know I have to pray and rely on God, but theres no motivation at all. Im going to church for the sake of going to church now I think. I just cannot take it. I have this super dead feeling in me now. I think I shall try to do my qt before I go sleep now. Ok. Thats it for this entry.
